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Friday, January 16, 2009

bubbling as usual..

My mind has always had thousand words to say when I am thinking of updating my blog, but I am now experiencing roadblocks in expressing myself as well as putting my ideas into correct words. I am scared for my state of inability which seems to be stagnant by some means. I have tried to overcome it but it seems to fail each time I put an effort on it. Perhaps, I need to something else to reboot myself.

Moving around the topics to talk to, when my mind shifting from one assignment to the other, I came to realise that human cannot escape the obligation and responsibility to themselves, their family, society as well as religion and his country and last but not least the world. "bla bla bla.. I am getting boring each time I speak my mind.." [still thinking how to present myself interestingly...]

Let me start again...


One afternoon, after I got back from class, I come across a very CAMRY in front of a masjid. The masjid is happened to be by the roadside and therefore I started to pay attention on them which seems to be stopping in front of it. They does not seem to be a Muslim as they did not present themselves like one and in fact, I even suspected them to be stopping by just to use the toilet. owh.. how rude of me! I should be ashamed of myself because the family, eventhough did not present themselves in a way of a Muslim, they did stop by and went inside the masjid.

I peek to see what was they doing, and it shocked me to see that they somehow donated to the donation box in the Masjid and went away. How rude I am for pre-judging people of how they look. They even stopped by the Masjid to donate and which not many would do! They taught me how one should be grateful for what they have achieved in life and try to help others while they can.

For me, I am so touched when I saw somebody donating something to the needy because to donate needs a lot of willingness to sacrifice because you doesnt know whether or not you can get that amount of money back. Like I said, the willingness, honestly sacrifice or rather to share your wealth with somebody else is hard to do. But the love for wealth shall not override with the love for God and Religion. Whoever feels that their wealth belongs to them and only them, does not really understand Islam. Human is always in need of a religion, as God created Islam for human to feel "safe" and able to conform to the spiritual needs.

Gracious God has given us extra so that God wanted to know whether we are at ease to share with others or just wanted to keep for ourselves by being selfish. That is what living together all about. We should offer help while we can, willingly, for God's sake by being grateful for the rezeki.

Human can be of both, nice good person and rebellious devil. God had given human heart and mind to think and have instinct on. Therefore, human should be able to think with pros and cons while making decision.

Human cannot run with selfishness as it will pay them somehow, some way. although some will not agree to sacrifice for others, but many said that when they help others and themselves to become better, as if they are entering a new point of life, as if they feel rejuvenated.. as in doctors sees patient who they treated getting well and improving, as in when teachers saw students changes and improvements on what they have taught the students, and as in parents who saw their children success in life or achieved the goals.

Therefore, we should not pre-judge people, do not even bother to being judgmental to people because it will bring you no good, but blackened our heart and decreased our potential to become better. We should also be grateful of what we have and channel our gratefulness through the correct way that is nothing against our belief for God who created the world. In fact, God created this world for some reasons, not that the world just happen to be by itself while everything is centered from human beings.

hope my bubbling conveyed the messages successfully. =p