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Thursday, November 26, 2009

it is a charm, i bet. ^-^

It was like tonnes of words and topics hammered my head in these couple of days. I was terribly insane out here, doing the thinking on things I bothered which sometimes I should just ignore them.

Dwelling on and on.. on those things, I think I have got to make a list so that I will not turn into a psychopath. Haha.

I still remember the night I waited so long for the bus from Kuantan to arrive and fetch me and jojo at the Hentian Kuala Terengganu. It was 2 nights ago and we were waiting until 12 midnight for it to come. When it arrived, the bus driver was shocked to know that we were waiting for the bus and he shockingly asked us where did we buy the ticket. Of course we bought at the Transnational Ticket Counter back in Langgar, Kota Bharu. Ergh! Anyhow, thank god those seats were still left empty, and the other bus driver innocently said, “here the empty seat”.. daaaa, it's ours. Of course we will sit on it. Haha... I seem like a girl with a total madness, aite? Nahh.. we dont really give a damn on what happened at that moment because we were pretty much tired of waiting.. 1 hour and a half in the cold dark night was not a pleasant moment to cherish on.

Speaking of waiting, we discussed what would appear on tomorrow's newspaper if we died. Haha. It should be “two chicks died of bored”..or “dua gadis mati kebosanan”.. haha.. we liked it. Terlalu bosan hingga membawa kepada kematian. Too bored that caused us to die. How ridiculous and very, very insane talk.

While waiting earlier, at that time we hang out at McD's, spekmataku, jojo a.k.a shumuera and I were in very deep conversation on how we perceived people.

Indah: you know what, if I were given a piece of paper with a question; “why do you like him/her? State your reason” for example, I cannot even answer that. Because I like/love you for u. what else should be the reason? If I said, I love you because you wear good clothes, does it means I don't when you were not wearing one?

Spekmataku: well, it's pretty much of how you look in the people. The reason why on earth you come to like this person. You cannot just like him. You will need to see the things he did hat what makes he is. It's the reason that makes you look deeper into that person. The way he walks, he talks, he replies and the way he carries himself. It count.

Indah: well, I agree with you. No doubt we should not abandon those particulars, but to state those reasons as the fundamental core of why I like him, is not quite alright. Those reasons should be calculated in and somehow, they make him. I still couldnt put forward the reason to love or to like or even to be friend with someone. Perhaps, I did reason it out but I come to look at him as one; himself.

Spekmataku: yeap. Sure you are. But mostly, it is sure good when someone says something about you. It showed that he cares, he put you as the major topic to think of. Everything you do did mean something in your relationship. You, as a whole.

Shuumuera: well, it seems you two shared a really interesting idea here. Hehe. So, indah I think you should find someone who you can rely on because you're fragile alright. You need a man who is matured enough to carry your relationship.

Indah: I bet it is. I am so tired to put a strong face. To take a lead and to appear superb; well, I am not that good I guess. I am really tired of putting that strong face, as if I need to do everything on my own, as if I dont need no one to rely on. Oh god, am I sick? Hahaha

shuuemura : haha. Nahh. You're cool, alright. You're great, I know. So, what about your criteria for your perfect match, spekmataku?

Indah: yeah. I bet someone who can complete you?

Spekmataku: hurm.. I .. well,... I cant find the word yet.. hurm..

(silence)

Spekmataku : I want and I bet I need to find someone who can complete …. or who can end my words. Who wants to understand me and who can understand me. I'm tired of trying to understand him but did not get that from him.

Indah: well, may be you havent tried enough?

Spekmataku: I have. I think I had. Hurm.. but seriously I looked for a guy who is willing to understand me, who will be able to share and talk on the same topic, at the same level of understanding. The guy who eventually be able to end my word. …

Indah: well, insyaAllah. You're right when you say so since you are very good listener. And when you started to talk, you also need a soulmate/friend to do the same to you also..

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okay that's all for today.. InsyaAllah, things will be easier and better for us and you. I wrote this because I think I should share it with the world on the things we girls dwell on, which are not only some stupid and naïve gossips around the clock. Hehe ^__^

16 comments:

muhamad shauqi hasan said...

waaaaaaaaaahhhh ~

shaq nunggu cik su jer..tapi cik su xbanyak cakap..hehe

very nice topic..we boys should read bout what inside girls mind..(other than gossip)

tertarik la dgn tajuk berita tu!haha..catchy!hehe

paper pun..shaq always doakan nisa shaq ni..bertemu dgn jodoh yang terbaik..terpilih..dipilih Allah sesuai dengan naluri wanita mu..pegangan mu..prinsip mu..paling penting..menghargai dirimu sebagai wanita solehah..di dunia dan akhirat..aminn!

best of luck..in search of the ONE!

shuemura said...

nice one indah..(da kali ke brape dh ni entry terbaik stkt ni..hehe)

erm..that nite was a nite to remember..missing the moment already..huhu

hurmm..actually that nite i'm quite shocked with the 'intro' so it's kinda effect me in a way..

so i'm more to questioning and agreeing not answering..hehe..

truly, i like how spekmataku state her kinda man..superb!

to indah, i pray for ur happiness..u really deserve it..the time will come someday..ameen..

p/s:td da comment tp ilang plok..huhu..

~pendekgemukbertompok.~ said...

nisa'...iAllah day u'll find sumone that u wudn't have a reason why u love him,because it is ur heart rather than ur brain that is doing the thing;)and it is not so much why you wud want to live with him,but simply why you cannot live without...

~pendekgemukbertompok.~ said...

aduih,tertinggal one plak,kene marah ngn ticer nnti;p

sushi_me said...

salam..indah...love to read this entry...i will agree to all of u i guess...we mite have the same problem..searching for the one which is destined for us...

su doakan utk nisa nine, spekmataku n shuemura..n not to forget myself....

love u indah...

valsa nine said...

shauqi: erk. nisa shaq? hehe. aligato for such admirable address. ehehe. thx for the doa. and i love it when you like my entry. insyaAllah, moga doa2 shaq dimakbulkan ;)

shuemura: opps. the 'intro' is a total discretion. just within the mcD's walls and within our ears. ehehe. thx for the doa. insyaAllah ;D

peeja (pendekgemokbertompok?): ehehe. yerp. one who i couldnt live without.. thx for adding that up. that's why nisa suka perasaan rindu. :D alahai.. your english is faarrr better than mine. miss your english writings already :)

sushi_me : thx dear, insyaAllah. smoga kita semua dipermudahkan atas segala urusan ^__^

stu_comot said...

best sgt!!mendoakan sume org nih..tp still nk tergelak sbb owg leh lak ter-imagine yg u girls really discussed the matter in english..how sweet..damn nice tesl babes..muahaha..lebiu girlssssssss..mmuah3!!

muhamad shauqi hasan said...

siuuueeewwwwww ~ (ibaratkan ada daun2 kering berlalu sepi..suasan yang sunyi..

ada seorang lelaki ditengah-tengah komen2 perempuan..(speechless)

kecuali tunduk setuju dengan semua pendapat..

m(_ _)m

~ indah ~ said...

ahaha.

stu_comot : ksu pun speak of the same thing. ckp trasa macam really converse in english. aduyaii..

shauqi : di dalam byk2 bunga, mesti la kne ade kumbang seekor. br chantek suasana yg nyaman and breezy tu.. :D

stu_comot said...

indah..i wish to c u publish a book on diz mete, or mebe a novel..gile besh tuh indah tulis..smp makne..kalo owg, tulis esemen je terer kalo in english nih.hahaha..

owh, nk smbg komen en shauqi..dari jauh seorang budak comot gelak sakan..suasana tuh macam dalam komik la..kekeke..kalo la kt komen nih blh lukih2, nk je owg lukih situation tuh..

indah--keep it up!!

muhamad shauqi hasan said...

indah:huhu..kena ek de kumbang,..dok memusing kepeningan..tak tahu..kat bunga mana dia nak hinggap..last-last berlalu bergitu sahaja..hehe

comot:huhu..lukis la..pastu paste la html code nyer..hehe

stu_comot said...

pastuh kumbang trus menghabiskan sisa hidupnya dengan terbang melihat alam..yooshh!!

~ indah ~ said...

isk..

shauqi: knp kamu hanya memusing2? tidak mahu hinggap eh? kesian, tanpa kumbang, musim bunga akan terganggu..

comot: iye, kamu mesti lukis! kamu hebat!! buat buku? aduyai... i'm tired of editing nnt! serik buat speech hari tu!

shuemura said...

if it is hard to state the reason to love..

how about state the reason to seek forgiveness..?

p/s:am i still on the track? haha

muhamad shauqi hasan said...
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muhamad shauqi hasan said...

memusing-musing kerana kumbang itu sedang melihat-lihat bunga di roundabout jalan menghala ke pekan Kota Bharu..huhu

lalu seketika kepenatan..hinggap sekejap di blog nih..segan pula..banyak nyer bunga.."speaking" belaka..kumbang yang berbahasa jawa lagi merendah diri ini pun belalu pergi..

huhu~