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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Envy? Jealousy?


Why are you always in pain??

The uninvited sad and sorrow, frighteningly came again.

I hate this feeling,

The part of 7 sins that had always conquered my heart and soul

As if I don’t learn anything for the past 23 years.

It comes and goes as it like

As if I have nothing to be burdened of

As if I don’t have love and happy moments to live with

Envy and Jealousy

You’re the IT that triggered everything

All you bring are sorrow, hatred and merciless feelings

To hurt me and myself

As if I am a stupid girl who believed that she was left behind

That she don’t get anyone in her back

That she would hurt ones she cared so much

Just because you said no one is in her back

As if she is alone in this world

As if she is not to be entrusted with anything

As if she is a lunatic who views the world only works around her


She does believe the world only works around her,

That everything happened does concerned her

And supposedly she thinks she’s everything…

and that’s very… very ignorant of her…

Envy and Jealousy

Your works is to make my heart sick

when I saw happiness in others' eyes

You desired to hurt me that much

and I hope I'll be in control

someday.. someway

I know Allah is with the people who retain well

fighting over and heading on

the risk and challenges with strong heart

Merciful Allah..

Help me to success!


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