complete me

*gambar hiasan
yes. complete.

says a pakcik who helped to cure me. for my last session with him, I ought to do a 'mandi bunga' which should be performed by my mother, but the ayat and all is done by him. well, my mother help me took a bath, that special bath. and he said, after 45 days, i shall be a complete me.. as he said that before, I was scattered all around and my soul is weak. that's why I was prone to catch some bad spirits or some kind of troublesome and petty sickness. whatever it is, i asked for God's blessing, for my family and I safety and health. we try to find the cure, at least we tried our best.

complete me? hurm, he said my treatment shall be complete in 45 days. and today it is complete. my scattered-me shall be no longer. unification of soul. yes, unify. hurm.. i myself did not understand its connotation to what extend, but i just rely on God's planning. =)

and he also said something about my jodoh. i just couldnt recall. haha. as long as i am complete and by far, healthy and happy.. i have no regret! whoooot whoot!